Everything happen for a reason

2010-02-12T23:47:00.003+08:00

thank god for sending this angel down to me..

with her..i can really feel settle down..i shant let go of her anymore..i will cherish her..

this will be a turning point for me..i will do things i nver do before..like..eating vege? haha..

i believe..i m e right one for her too..

e feeling is right..

thank god..she's an angel..

2010-02-07T09:57:00.002+08:00

what am i suppose to do now..u change ur url blog...my life is down..and it just keeps getting worst and i sink in deeper..all i wanted was to stay in the dark to help u whenever u r in need of help..but guess u got someone else already according to your msn pm..maybe that's good news...

talk to kimmy a couple of days ago..hmm...don noe wat will happen between me and her..true friends? i not sure..saw her blog..don noe how to help her or smth..

trice...things settle down already..will meet after exams...

long time since i saw annmarie..damn she's getting prettier each freaking day! but well..her attitude still doesnt change so..haha..nth to comment...

all i know now is that i have ezra in np that will stand beside me as a true friend! i don need alot of frens..just a few true frens and tat's enuff!

i m suppose to study..but now..i have got no mood to study at all...someone help me please...

2010-02-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

u got nth to say to me..

well..i got nth to say to u..except e this words..disappointed and upset..

2010-02-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

why must make me say nasty things to u...

why??? why?? what must i do then u can understand..

everytime i say something bad or nasty to u...my heart hurts...it hurts till my tears just keep flowing.... T.T

haiz..

2010-02-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

it's too late when u say everything out..

not enjoyment but having outside class..why don u say this out? why do u think that u r always reporting? cant u use other nice words?

why other people..and i mean..OTHER PEOPLE WHICH IS ALOT OF PEOPLE even though they are frens..they can just say oh i m having this and that..why cant u?

it's all too late...

i will nver wanna talk to u anymore..i knew this was coming..it's always like that!

2010-02-02T19:48:00.003+08:00

TRUST..WHAT IS TRUST???
APPRECIATE? WHO DOES?

after u do one thing for a person..they just forget about what u have done e next minute when u clear their worries..they will be just caring abt having fun...

say i don trust u? have u let me know anything since we break? no..u keep pushing me away..u know how i feel?

i feel like shit now..why cant u spare some enjoyment time just to accompany me get ur cam..at least show some effort..it's not about the money..it's just e effort..

u keep saying u wanna pay me back..i don care abt e money...it's not abt e money at all! it's me helping u and clearing up your worries..but please..show some effort besides saying thank you!

this morning when i pass u e camera..ur tone SUCKS u know that? DO U KNOW THAT?

haiz..another day that is fucked up today..

although my jap got A..

problems..

2010-01-30T22:17:00.003+08:00

today done house work e whole day..i m dead tired X.X someone please give me energy..have been talking to jacq recently..helping her with her cam and trying to cheer her on for her studies...hope she can get results and get over this incident soon...

monday gonna meet jl at 12 to settle things...she said some things which in my heart..i really didnt know what really happen! if i did say smth abt a bf or what and u really heard it...i swear to god..it wasnt refered to your bf at all...i will never backstabb people..and furthermore he's your bf..but...how e heck am i going to tell jl that when somehow..she might not even trust what i say???
haiz..headache..

flashbacks...
7 feb 08 we were tgt...sometimes i wonder..if we still got a chance after so many things happen this 2 years..e answer quite straight forward though..
just trying to help her go thru her probs..sometimes her words just kills...is it just her or is it just towards me? i have no idea...we two went thru so many probs..a couple or suitors..but none of us were successful...is it becoz we still have a chance in future? i don noe...maybe we have..maybe we don have...
haiz..leave it to fate den..not going to think so much...

just trying to get thru day by day..how long more can i last??

long time lor

2010-01-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

haha...hi peeks again! long time since i blog..more den a month some where there? haha decided to blog again after some stuff..well...in just 1 month..so many things happen..let me name a few..

hmm..people stupid thinking..example..me eating money? like a few dollars also wanna eat? hahah..aww come on man...i m so freaking richer den you guys till i can afford so many things u guys cant...what makes u think that few dollars matter to me?

another one is ppl dulan me..i scold them..they spread rumours say my fault..haha...fun leh!

another one..JL..hahas..hmm how to start? say break contacts..in fb scold me...so fun! wat does break contacts means? hmm..it means total strangers...leave e past behind...don cross each another path..if u hear abt me just hear and forget it...if i hear abt u den i just ok den forget it...but u know wat's e best thing she did? post on fb abt me..so fun right? somemore scold me! lols..

so many people like...hmm..but right..no one dare confront me =.= not happy with me come talk to me infront of my face ma...why wanna backstab? hmm..no balls? bo ji? weird...:P

so..exams are nearing...cny is coming..like so quiet..no mood? like..just another cny..lols!

love life? hmm..i just lose all hope..haha..so just leave it to fate or wat shit..coz i don really bother by it! my ex's lover just came back from aus...woo hoo...wish them all e best to be tgt =]

ohoh..and today..i cut my hair at janzen or don noe wat shit..got a new hair style ^^ so happy...cost me a bomb =.= but overall..good :D haha...tmr formal presentation..GG..

anw..nites peeps

CT OVER

2009-12-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

CT is officially over! 2 papers gone case..1 paper distinction..so which means i needa do super well in my final exam and daily work to at least get decent grades!!!!!!!

Gonna call ECE director tmr..wanan switch class to ezra's class..at least got him to push me and me to push him...how can i live without him man..haha

2009-12-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

2day had jap class....was pretty fun!!! hahas..afternoon went btp play pool..den go eat...well..kinda have fun too! den e teachers all jiat zua...teach 1 hr half hr instead for 4hrs =.= so i go back home...after 45mins..i m out to sch again! haha...at least burn some time ma...

got prepaid card...coz gonna mssg alot!

just talk to hui juan..somehow i just care how she thinks..and she totally can bring my mood up or down..she's like my mood controller =.=

anw...szeyin eating subway now! haha..enjoy sweetie =]

Not feeling well eh..

2009-12-09T17:22:00.002+08:00

so anw..it's been 2days since my stomach is killing me! ytd my toe nail came off..blood coming out..skin with abit of flesh was dangling..lols...if u wonder pain anot? not really...but it's just gonna make u cry that's all XD

today..hmm..sch is still kinda ok..CT is less den a wk! JIAYOU PPL :D
so..let me talk abt smth which has no meaning! it's fucking stupid when ppl can joke abt u and stuff..but u cant joke abt them =.= and he just flare and emo! LOL?! even worst..i wasnt even insulting him...i swear..lucky he is in poly..if not..he tio by me long ago liao! if u wanna play...dare to take wat e opponent give u ma..if u cant take it..don play! simple? :)

hmm..need a prepaid card soon! sms is going over 1000 soon...wanna mssg sze yinnnnnnnn :D

SZEYINNNNNN..WO XIANG NIIIIIII <3

2009-12-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

I OFFICIALLY TURN 18!!! WOOHOO!!

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES =]

this afternoon..went airport to pick up mom and dad! reach there early..bro buy me ice cream! wheee so happy :DDDD den home-d...parents told ask wat they did in hongkong..haha..crazy things =P they bought me a soft toy..whee so cute! and a hard rock shirt =] hehe...

den dinner..eat e traditional food..meesua with red eggs!

just now szeyin mssg me..talking abt her work! that guy so unreasonable la! wtf..ask him go eat shit and die! knn..scold her cb somemore..fuck u la! anw..she ask me relax..so ya...don care liao! hehe..

tmr going sch at 8 to do pw..don even know wat's going on and presentation tmr! massive? quite..

today was crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

today was crap!!!

8am..start biz finance test..system error..and it cause me to get 0 for my test which is 10%! TEN PERCENT! WTH!!! now cher say he will talk to module leader and see can retest! and it's really not my fault coz i know how to do..is the stupid system!
after 9am..lecture for 1/2hr..den no more! 9.30 end class..go home first! lunched..den out again to sch at 1!!! after 4hrs of lecture..went to library to prepare jap test!

and i screw it up!!!! i was one of e first person to be tested! it's a give away..but just because of one sentence: "jya, ishoni ikimashio" coz me my 1 mark..and i got deducted 2 marks for don noe why also..total..22/25! wth man..i think i m e lowest la!!! den got listening compre..maybe 3 or 4 upon 5!

1 more week to CT..time to chiong! after CT..i would like to see someone that really means alot to me :D hehe..cant wait to see her! maybe can see her on wednesday? hope she got no plans den..^^

studying!

2009-12-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

currently studying for tmr jap speaking test..zzz

got my CT timetable...14,15 and 16 of dec! e timing for e exam are fucked up?

so yeah..14 is AEL(DIE)..15 is EG2(AD NOT A PROBLEM)..16 is DEL(DIE)..so 2die 1 not a prob..hmm..hope i can finish my revision in time :x

gdluck peeks!!!

jia you miranda

2009-12-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

miranda...u can pull through this obstacle..u have me and ur frens along with u..

GANBATTE!!!

Celebration on Saturday

2009-11-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

hi peeps..i m back!

well..had an advance b.day cele with liuhwa,zhiwei,jiawei(b.day gal :P) and jason! NORMAN MIA! ASS! Anw..we went to partyworld and sing..den went pizza hut to eat! Guess who i saw? JASMINE!!! haha..so got fate la..she working there! next month she going to bukit panjang..wheeeeeee! hehe...can see her again.

so..guess i am back to blogging. Today suppose to meet with miranda..but didnt go out cause she got family dinner? haha..tmr gotta wake up at 6 to go sch early! :S tests are coming up..and i don noe shit! time to buck up! tonite chelsea and arsenal..hope i can watch eh >.<

see you peeks =]